*Disclaimer*

*DISCLAIMER*

I am not writing My Side of the Story for attention nor am I trying to start any kind of drama. After everything I went through, I was told to lay low, keep quiet, and be the bigger person. I found that writing down every situation helped me get through the day, and it somehow ended up turning into a lengthy "About Me" freewrite. With all of these suicides and school shootings going on, I couldn't help but feel apologetic, especially for the students who were victims of bullying. People need to realize that every single thing they do or say affects everyone around them. Bullying is largely occurring in schools, but due to this being the generation of social media, cyber-bullying has become the new norm. Everyone has their own demons they need to fight, and this story tells you ALL of mine and how I got through it. I hope you enjoy! (:
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For many YEARS, I have constantly been portrayed as the bad person for things that people who have been playing the victim have caused. After constantly being bad mouthed and betrayed, I realized that I've been quiet for too long and this has carried on long enough. In the last ten years, I have been through many situations that other people caused to try and break me. A few succeeded, but many others did not. I'm sure every single one of you heard certain things about me at one point in your lives, but no one has ever reached out to ask me my side of the story. There are many people that have been painting themselves as saints when in reality, they were all the devils in disguise. They were the true bullies who had nothing better to do with their lives than to make mine miserable. 
To anyone who: 
  • Was quick to judge me
  • Was or is jealous/envious of me
  • Spoke badly about me
  • Used me
  • Pretended to be my friend then turned against
  • Played the victim then looked to me as someone to blame
  • Screwed me over
Congratulations! You most likely made into these posts. You thought you had the upper hand all this time by spilling my secrets, thinking you were smarter than me by going against me. Well...SURPRISE! I bet you thought I'd never do something like this huh?

To my haters:

   Isn't it pretty ironic that the same tactic that got me in trouble with you guys is the same thing I'm using to reveal the truth about all the things you did to me? I'm done apologizing and laying low for things I never caused. I can guarantee that none of you even took the time to reflect and blame yourselves for all the things you did to provoke me because you truly thought you could do no wrong. I don't blame you though for being so weak that you had to hide behind a screen instead of saying things about me to my face/in person. This long story is to show all of you that the people you thought were cool are actually the ones who made me want to end my own life. THEY were the real bullies all along. I truly hope that my story, my voice, is something that's not going to be taken lightly because what you put me through is not okay. What you guys didn't know was while you thought you were 'winning,' I was laying low working on myself AND building an army. Now everyone knows exactly what you put me through. I wish you the best, but I hope you're ready for the consequences. 
Xoxo, Rianna 😘


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