Life Update! (2020)
It’s been almost 2.5 years since I’ve written this blog, and it’s just absolutely mind-blowing how much I’ve grown since then. I originally used this as an outlet for built up emotions and I didn’t realize how much attention it would have gotten until people began reaching out about how they never knew what happened to me. I published my stories back in February 2018 around the time my ex was still bad-mouthing me and when outsiders thought they knew MY life better than I did. I’ve been open about my social-anxiety, depression, demons, and how my past affected my daily life. Back then, I loved running away from my problems because those people were no longer a part of my life. I thought that meant I couldn’t think about it anymore because if I did, that meant I still cared. For years, I ran as fast as I could away from my ex, away from my past, away from Tiff and my grandma’s deaths, and away from my issues. Starting this blog was my way of slowing down. I kne...